DAY 46
in a dream,
i received a message from my subconscious that created an awareness:
i was in a coffee shop; people were talking and socialising. there was a woman pointing to a 3 year old little girl standing to one side. she proceeded to tell everyone that the girl was a menace to society because she had stolen food the previous week. touched by the dejected look of the child i went over and struck up a conversation. she proceeded to tell me that her father was on his death bed in hospital, there was no one to look after her and she was hungry. i picked her up and cradled her in my arms to give her some reprieve from the harsh reality. i asked two woman to cover her legs and shoulders but they did this half-heartedly which caused anger to rise up within me.
she fell asleep in my arms. i walked into an outside square and sat down. she woke up. next we were in a public mode of transportation and the same woman who pointed out the childs' shortcomings was there relaying the story to whoever would listen. they expressed their distaste and this was where i stepped in. i could no longer sit idly by and listen to their heartless and blind hypocrisy. i asked: "do you know that the child is on her own with no one to look after her?" i could see their attitudes change toward the child, based on the new awareness.
my heart asked the question: "who will take care of this child?"
i awoke, consciously unaware of the dream, and started my day creating positive energy, as was my usual practise before i got out of bed. suddenly, consiouness of the dream came rushing in at full force. i started to weep but couldn't understand why it had touched me so deeply. i asked for an interpretation and as the day progressed the answer came.
society is the social setting.
the child is the inner child in me, the child in you.
accusation and judgement based on superficial and short sighted ignorance is a quick and easy, hit and run attitude. if we would take the time to take a closer look it would enable us to better interpret, love and see beyond actions. this does not mean that we approach all situations with ignorance; intuition will always be at the ready to assist in making necessary and accurate judement.
you have been tried and found guilty, not only by others but by yourself, based on ignorance of the true meaning of love and grace.
loving yourself is knowing your inner truth. trauma and healing are truth. love yourself back to wholeness and shield yourself from external influences until you have found healing and recovered from instinctual survival mode.
public transport affirms, once again, the fact that you are in and part of the world. caring about peoples' opinions of you, just going along for the ride and accepting ignorance will not lead you to your destiny. protect your truth and live it.
self nurturing is imperative for growth, sustenance and perseverance. external affirmations will come at the right time but waiting for them will waste precious and valuable time.
in conclusion: an orphan mentality prevents you from accepting your true identity i.e. that you are free. you are free to make a way for new truths and remedy old mind sets.
in a dream,
i received a message from my subconscious that created an awareness:
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| "Reaching Out" by Kleoniki Vanos |
i was in a coffee shop; people were talking and socialising. there was a woman pointing to a 3 year old little girl standing to one side. she proceeded to tell everyone that the girl was a menace to society because she had stolen food the previous week. touched by the dejected look of the child i went over and struck up a conversation. she proceeded to tell me that her father was on his death bed in hospital, there was no one to look after her and she was hungry. i picked her up and cradled her in my arms to give her some reprieve from the harsh reality. i asked two woman to cover her legs and shoulders but they did this half-heartedly which caused anger to rise up within me.
she fell asleep in my arms. i walked into an outside square and sat down. she woke up. next we were in a public mode of transportation and the same woman who pointed out the childs' shortcomings was there relaying the story to whoever would listen. they expressed their distaste and this was where i stepped in. i could no longer sit idly by and listen to their heartless and blind hypocrisy. i asked: "do you know that the child is on her own with no one to look after her?" i could see their attitudes change toward the child, based on the new awareness.
my heart asked the question: "who will take care of this child?"
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| "Synthesis" by Kleoniki Vanos |
i awoke, consciously unaware of the dream, and started my day creating positive energy, as was my usual practise before i got out of bed. suddenly, consiouness of the dream came rushing in at full force. i started to weep but couldn't understand why it had touched me so deeply. i asked for an interpretation and as the day progressed the answer came.
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| "Confusion in a Smile" by Kleoniki Vanos |
society is the social setting.
the child is the inner child in me, the child in you.
accusation and judgement based on superficial and short sighted ignorance is a quick and easy, hit and run attitude. if we would take the time to take a closer look it would enable us to better interpret, love and see beyond actions. this does not mean that we approach all situations with ignorance; intuition will always be at the ready to assist in making necessary and accurate judement.
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| "Universal Loving Kindness" by Kleoniki Vanos |
you have been tried and found guilty, not only by others but by yourself, based on ignorance of the true meaning of love and grace.
loving yourself is knowing your inner truth. trauma and healing are truth. love yourself back to wholeness and shield yourself from external influences until you have found healing and recovered from instinctual survival mode.
public transport affirms, once again, the fact that you are in and part of the world. caring about peoples' opinions of you, just going along for the ride and accepting ignorance will not lead you to your destiny. protect your truth and live it.
self nurturing is imperative for growth, sustenance and perseverance. external affirmations will come at the right time but waiting for them will waste precious and valuable time.
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| "Poetic Love" by Kleoniki Vanos |
in conclusion: an orphan mentality prevents you from accepting your true identity i.e. that you are free. you are free to make a way for new truths and remedy old mind sets.
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| "Childlike" by Kleoniki Vanos |
